Tears In Ur Eyes

I've learn something today...

We always forget to appreciate someone near us

But when the person gone

We will realize

That we love and need him/her

We can't live without him/her

And then

We start begging them not live us

We start saying

That we love them so much

But

It was too late now

We should learn how to say gudbye

At the first time we say hye...

Blablabla...

Luv the moments.....haha...i've 2 days more before entering MRSM Taiping. Ermm,i wonder lar how everything would be. My mum say that i can build my new personality,but,i'm not going to do that! Coz,i just wanna be me myself not other people...hrmmm,maybe the new environment will change me? Am i gonna be a 'skema' girlz? haha,don't think so....well,maybe i'll found somthing interesting there. I hope so larr...luckily i've Huda with me! Hehehe....i'm so lucky larrrr....so,MRSM Taping, u better watchout coz here i come!!!!!!!!!!

A Question In My Mind...

There's a boy in my school name A****...i called him the boy next door becoz his class just beside my class. He was a handsome n charming person. The boy also have leadership characteristic n no wonder lar i can be his secret admire..hehe..i know that he will never love or like me watever,but there's something confusing me/ I wonder why he never talk to me,not even say hye! And after three years we're in the same school n his class still next to my class,we didnt talk not even a word! Actually i didn't notice this till my bff ask me why she never see me talking to that boy. After that,everyday i count the moment for him to even say hye but nothing happen. Now,i'm gonna go to Taiping n maybe we'll never meet again but we still have not talk yet. When my frenz come n say gudbye to me,he just make himself buzy..then,when i think back i'll cry. Am i that worse till he didn't want to talk to me? Am i that ugly? Have i did anything wrong to him? sob3...i only have the question but not the answer. He has the answer...yes,he has...so,i'm still hoping...for the end to come...

Special Reunion...

Today was a sweet memory to remember! haha...i hang out with my frenz today!!! that's why lar i'm so happy...but,behind the happiness is the sadness that i try to cover. And again,i have being a hipocrite person and i hate it!!! But then,i know that i have to accept the fact that our live was a kind of drama and we're the actor! Yeah,we should be angry b'coz we're not payed for that..haha...ok,back to the topic. Why i'm saying that this is the special reunion? B'coz.....after this i' gonna go to MRSM Taiping and i have to leave all my frenz i MRSM K. Terengganu. Huhu...i'm not going to cry right now coz i've cry enough before...now,i'm trying to think all the good things if i go to Taiping. And i hope that i've make the right choice..but i'm not gonna regret this...so,it's late now. better stop this n go to sleep. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Bad Days...

Argghhhh!!!! So tension larrrr...my beautiful morning was disturb by a stupid boy! huh,why me? Can i have a space too breath? This is so annoying...and to make my day more worse,my cute pink phone fall on the floor and had a bad damage. Damn! I'm gonna stop thinking right now,coz i even donno what to think of...feeling like want to throw my cute pink phone to the wall...then,maybe i'll feel mch better. Today was a really bad day and i hope tomorrow will be much better. If not,i'm going to be crazy...hahaha...hey,don't u ever think that i'm crazy just becoz i'm laughing..hehe...well,sometime i can't control myself to laugh without any reason. Well,got some work to do now. So,bye2.....

Confuse...

I wonder why when i laugh i feel really2 hipocrit n i dont like that feeling..am i so sarcastic? haha...dont think so. Sometimes i get confuse with myself,feeling like i've live as a liar...n i'm not a bad liar...wil somebody tell me something that i didn't notice aboutn myself? just be honour coz sometime i actually know nothing about myself.. Feeling so confuse. I think i've start mumbling here...haha..sori guys u have to read this stupid post. So,before i start talking nonsense again,i better stop now. Tata.............. :)

Hard Things To Do

Gonna miss all my frenz in mjsckt...really hard to do this. But,i've to climb the wall..to get success we need to sacrifice things that we love. So,that's is what i'm trying to do now! haha...hope to get the best..yeah,i know that everyone want the best in their life,but i really2 hoping on that. Have to pen off now...see yeah later!!!